Well, Schools finally out and things have settled down =]
I have a huge haiti trip this summer that i'm excited/nervous about
i'm leaving june 21 so prays would be nice

Recently, i have been working like crazy.
i have a job this summer at a lake (lifeguard)
And i have a lot of hours this summer.. not good not bad... just... well  u know.

I also have another concern on my mind,
this whole colorguard captain thing.
If you did not already know i tried out for being captain of the colorguard
there was a tie between me and another girl. so we had to come back, write a routing in 10  minutes and perform it
i basically owned it...
but they didnt make the call until the other girl changed her schedule around (?)
this makes no sense...
i was co-captain last year and naturally have this ability to lead the colorguard
I wrote a routine too...     but unfortunately.. my dad doesnt give pictures and 500$ ceritificates to the band director.
I feel cheated. This dad thing is the only reason i can think of that they could have chosen her over me. I think they'll find that they made a bad choice mid season.
I am so aggravated! I will contain it but really its been bothering me like a leech this last week.
Too bad our old coach left... if she had the choice she would have chosen me.. i know it!


and i also miss my tray right now... come back traaaaaay
you've been gone long enough
 

but on a lighter note.... it's a nice day
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-Kay

Well, I've had something on my mind as of late. and i normally dont talk about this stuff, but...
relationships...
when do you know when ur ready for one?

When i get close to someone, i get scared and start backing away.. some ppl it just comes naturally, but i guess i'm just a lil bit nervous to.. is that natural? 

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-Sheik